proper strugglin to do work at the minit n i dont no why!!!! this shits drivin me mad! i miss jus bein able to do work n get on with it but summat is seriously stoppin me n i dont no what....i'm hatin this! its like anythin anyone has ever told me is comin true or i might jus be fullfillin it sort of like a self-fullfillin prophecy except i didnt make it - christ this isnt makin sense! its jsut frustraytin! am goin to crakc on with the essay for the minit cause atleast i'll be doin somthin productive.