essay

after todays lecture, decided am defo doin the question about vidoe art but i just sat down to try n do some of it n i'm already fucked with it!!!!!!!! also havnt done much proper work neither....not really in the head space for doin work right now but its annoyin me that it HAS to be done! deadlines am normally good for me but since bein at uni it shite cuz we dont have to do anythin (i.e goin in the studio - which is proper madness!) structure would be good right abowt now - i said this to one of my mates at another uni doin fine art n she got the rong end of the stick n thort i ment that i wanted to be told waht to do which is obviuosly not what i ment! its just doin me tree at the minute! on a good note though.....critical context was well good today - just enjoyed it. it gets me thinkin which i guess is a good thing (although i am worried that i'll hurt myself one day from thinkin to much!!!). 

anyways goin to try n crack on with this essay! in a bit guys